Sunday, December 19, 2010

Transparency and Vulnerability

Stepping into a new season can be the most exciting thing or the most frightening thing...but this season that God is bringing me into is both. God is speaking about transparency and vulnerability and are you willing to do this for me? For your healing, for your wholeness, for the ministry that you are called to, and for my glory, are you willing May? I have been such a private person in which you had to be given the keys in order to access certain parts of my heart and life. What would it be like if I was an open book? What would I discover about myself and what would I discover about other people? Would friendships be more real, my spirit feel more free, and life be more memorable, enjoyable, and fulfilling? To God's question, I answer and say to God the lover of my soul, my redeemer, my healer, my everything- If you want me to...YES.
I came upon this song by Ginny Owens and it has ministered deeply to my soul....Yes God if you want me to, I will walk through the valley, I will walk through the fire if you want me to, If it will bring healing to my soul, if it will break the generational cycles and so that my future husband can have all of me and as whole as you created me to. So that my children can have the life and Mom that they deserve, YES Jesus I will!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1q8pWgDsv1E&feature=related

Blessing, more details on this journey to come soon :)